some great news and some fucked up news too. Rylan is doing better he got to brest feed today and they took his helmet off wille he was feeding for 30 min and did great. im so happy he is starting to improve.

now that fucked up shit when we went in there today they were saying how good he was doing and THEN HOW HE WAS FEED SOMEONE ELTS BREST MILK last night i kept my cool because nikki was getting ready to feed him and i didn't want her to get upset. they said disiplanary action will be taken it should have never happend. the woman whos milk it was is coming in toaday to be tested for bad shit.

it is so hard to look at the good right now because how fucking pised i am. for all of the gils on here DON'T CALL NIKKI AND TELL HER HOW MAD IM. SHE IS STAYING IN GOOD SPIRITS AND I WANT IT TO STAY THAT WAY. don't worry that nurse will not go near my son again i will make sure of that and this isn't the end of this

glad to hear he is doing better.

as for the breastfeeding. only be mad because they did it without permission. breast milk, is way better than any formula. when my wife had our first son, so did one of her co-workers. her daughter got sick, and she was not able to produce enough. my wife produced TONS, and was asked if she could pump and give some to her co-workers daughter. my wife did help out and it helped out her kid tremendously.

i know it sounds weird, but other than not asking and not testing, it probably helped the little dude.

I'll try to find the picture I have of my freezer, my whole entire kitchen freezer was stuffed with milk, it is a crazy pic.

keep the spirits up.

glad to hear he is doing better.

as for the breastfeeding. only be mad because they did it without permission. breast milk, is way better than any formula. when my wife had our first son, so did one of her co-workers. her daughter got sick, and she was not able to produce enough. my wife produced TONS, and was asked if she could pump and give some to her co-workers daughter. my wife did help out and it helped out her kid tremendously.

i know it sounds weird, but other than not asking and not testing, it probably helped the little dude.

I'll try to find the picture I have of my freezer, my whole entire kitchen freezer was stuffed with milk, it is a crazy pic.

keep the spirits up.

i know it sounds weird, but other than not asking and not testing, it probably helped the little dude.

alright rylan has started to get better. they took his hood off that helps keeps his nose clear :thumbsup: they started him on a steroid treatment to help with the swelling in his nose, witch has been helping they said. it is awsome, we get to hold him now and he is eating like a champ they said. we are hopeing that he will come home on monday.

thanks for listen to my bs i had to vent some how.